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Wednesday, September 3, 2008 @ 12:07:00 PM

*its time to clear the cobwebs baby*

Wahh. Macam sungguh lama gitu I never update. Oh well. Understand understood okay. Lazybum :P Alright... So, okay... IFuckingForgotWhatIWantedToBlogAbout. Nevermind. I'll just type what comes to mind.

Like seriously ok. I totally forgot whatever I did or took place since the last post. I mean, the 24th August one. Its alright. Maybe, if I type out what I remember, then the rest will just come to me naturally? For which I know, in my case, won't help. At all.


Saturday, 30th August
I did make-up at 11B for the dunnoe-when-MC. 7AM-3PM. Which was more like 7AM-5PM. Busy, Late break. I know, BAHALOLLIPOP :D Well, actually, I knocked off at 3 lahh. Abeh started quarelling with this somebody who answered me macam naktaknak over the phone. Shouted at me some more. Damn. Showered, changed, getting ready to go, then... RAIN. Thanks a lot, not. So I sat in the tea-room then I remembered I had to collect those yummylicious eggtarts from Shea's mum. On the way out of ward, this Makcik, my patient, offered me home-made pizza. Not much of ingredients, but sedappp :) Thanks Cik! Collected the eggtarts, went back to tea-room... Yay! The rain finally stopped. Ok bedek. It was just drizzles. Not long after, received a text from beby, "wer u? i da sampai." Met, we teased a lil bit about the earlir part. Member cakap, "Lain kali u nak suruh I amek, ckp jer lah. Asal nak kisah I penat ke tidak?" Easier said eh? Rode back to his home, left two eggtarts there, and went off to Joo Chiat to meet my mum, sis and lil bro. Initially, the plan was to catch a movie, chillchill. But that 2faced, fcukingirritating sister just had to spoil everything. Grrrr.

*Be Right Back Eh*

Its already 2.01PM. now, look at the time i started this post. Was in a call la bebeh. Banyak punye Be Right Back Ehh... Hehe. And i managed to get some ayamchillipadi into my stomach already. *yes, aku tak puase. abeh? Back to...

Sunday, 31st August
It was supposed to be an all-is-going well day. Supposed to be. That's the word. So, you all might've guessed. Yes, there's a lil misunderstanding. We argued, again. We planned to meet up early. Just because he has to be back in camp by 4. Woke up at 9.30, bathed at 11. Was in the room getting ready, happyhappy, no arguments, until... he sms-ed me, "Why you never tell me itz raining???!!! And I have to be back home by 3 to go back camp by 4!" Woooow. Triggered? Yes. Steady kan dia message gitu. Like, how am I suppose to know it's raining heavily when I'm in my room? -happyhappy listening to songs, chillchill under the kipas. Pasal kuasa Tuhan pun mengamok pat i. thanks. So, we sort things here and there, end up, i cabbed down to his area. Walk2 around the area, find his compact radio, and had mutton murtabak at 822. Went back to his house, waited for him to pack pack, then out. Fetched me home, and he went to get ciggies at Geylang (without me knowing), and went back camp. Ah yes, I'm very particular about how many box of ciggarettes he buys/gets. Sometimes, I do smoke, but still, it wont make a difference- because i smoke only half or quarter. Chilled home till night, and he said he need not go for outfield. YAY! :)

Monday, 1st September
Selamat berpuasa hamba-hamba Allah s.w.t . Semoga di bulan Ramadhan ini, akan terdapat perubahan yang baik pada diri masing-masing. Yes, it's the fasting month. And I'm having my period. Urghh. Great. I don't even get to fast on the first day. Faster-faster finish lahhh. I need to lose those junkies. Heh. Not only because of that okay. Sole reason: Ive decided to turn to a new leaf and be a better human. Ahhhhh. Serious. Like I told beby, "If we cant turn down the small small things God forbids, at least now, we're making it up by fasting. Tho it's never enough, at least we are." I wanna be a better person, Insya'allah. Amin. Break fast over at his house. Was feeling a lil unwell I threw up the mee siam I ate. Menses cramps came at the wrong time, I was at the verge of breaking down. Then settled down a bit and then, had pizza. This time, I didn't throw up. We chilled for a while before he sent me back home and went back to camp(:

Tuesday, 2nd September
Was supposed to work. HAHAHA :D You all guessed it, again. This time round, it's because I'm really sick ok. Doctor says I've had no proper sleep, not enough food-*badan gemok gini dier cakap no proper food? giler.* So teachers dropped me at Tampines, MediLife Clinic to get my MC. Then I went home, and went back to Tamp to meet beby. Had Macdonald's at TWCC before sending me home, and he went back to camp.

Wednesday, 3rd September
IM ON MC. Heh. So, Yeah. Going to the clinic later, to get today's MC. Then meet beby. Now, im just slacking, bloghopping. Nothing much to do. Will go out when the clock strikes 6.30! Weeee. As for now, my lil cousin has to use the com for his homework and such.


Happy Fasting! (:

*this song is cute. found it in rara's blog.



♥I Wanted You♥
Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close...
to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

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♥AMALINA
26th September
Someone that you might know, I hope.
:own words:own stage:
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