Hello citizens of Earth! Well, well.. How was your Saturday? Couldnt have been greater? Or just plain lazy like mine? Having said that, yeah, my Saturday was nothing interesting. It was just dragging my ass out of bed, surfing the net, helping Grandma love in making some Malay delicacies, and well, falling asleep on the couch, (well, it happened three times today. haha.), bathe and had breakfast-lunch-dinner all at once. Same ol' thing. Its become like a weekly ritual. Boring, I know. Cant help it.

Oh well, I had a good week. Almost ruined though, just because some thick skin monster spoilt my Friday. [Who?] Who else, if not that pestiferous Aw? Thank god, I had another AN, (who was the total opposite of her,) to work hand in hand with. Not much of a help though. Because that pest made me burst into big fat tears! Grrrrr. Not that I wanted to break down, you see. Just that, it was only that much that I could take after three days of keeping it in. She got on my very last nerve and I was too angered by her deteriorating words. Never have I felt that way in the ward, feeling such a minority to the staffs. Yeah, I know, we're all interns, all trainee nurses, but that doesnt give her the right to look us down, right? I dare say she woud be all scattered if we weren't there with eight NGfeedings to do! Fuck you! So, this was what happened...
---The other AN, Nan, and I was just done checking thru the clinical charts and topping up what's lacking. And I even put in extra effort to check the case notes to see if there were enough sticky labels. So that I could jot the bed numbers in a piece of paper and hand it to the clerk to get the sticky labels printed out. After having done just that, I returned to the cubicle to see Aw, messing with the clinical charts. So, I said, POLITELTY, "Aw, we've already done the topping up. You don't have to do double. I did it with Nan." And her reply made me wanna give her a nice dosage of tight slap! "No lah. You all check not proper." Wadafuck?! What's with you thinking that you're so perfect? Thinking that only when you check, then all's fine? I didnt break down just yet. I held it in. Then the second time I past her, she asked, "Eh, the sticky lables how ah? Enough or not?" Being me, I replied nicely, "Oh, Ive written it down on a piece of paper and gave it to the clerk. Asked them to print out already." And this reply was what finally made me burst, "Huh? YOU give ah? You think they'll listen to you and do for you meh? Nevermind, later I go give them again." Eh, KANINABEYFUCKINGCHOWCHIBAI! If you know you dont have that trust in us, students, then fucking shut your mouth and do things on your own! You're just an Assistant Nurse, mind you! My Staff Nurses dont talk to me that way! They treat us with respect! No wonder Sister said your PR skills were low! Oh, and though you have already known, but still wants to know more, YES, EVERY SINGLE ONE IS TALKING ABOUT YOU. Talking BAD, to be precise. And Im sure there's nothing to be proud of. You sure love gossips and bitchings, huh?! You fucking barbarian! Thanks for bringing hell for me in rehab! Its no wonder Sister described you as insensitive and tactless! I hate to get these little things out about you but SO WHAT if you own a Louis Vuitton wallet? SO WHAT if you own a Chanel perfume? SO WHAT if you own an Estee Lauder lipstick?! SO FUCKING WHAT?!?!?!?! You dont have to flaunt them in the ward! Stay AWAY From Me Cause I Fucking Detest You! May you rot in hell! Urghhh!---
Yeah, that was what happened. I'll never know if something worst could take place in future, but hell, Ive had enough with her. That was only so much I could take in. I broke down infront of Diwata, my CI. And after she was being called, and given a shelling from the ward Sisters, she was LESS bitchy. My last two hours of work went smooth. Feels really good to have no one poking their nose in every thing that Im doing. Just like when I was in class B2. You know, I wasnt tryna be petty or what, but I find it very deteriorating with her around. The time when I was in B2, without working with her, the other staffs gave us full trust. Believes in us doing things right, and allowing us to do what we do, just so we can provide the best for patients too. Correcting us and teaching us when we go wrong, instead of not allowing us to practice what we learn. And now when Im in C, its like all that trust was being taken away. It was as if we were being confined to only asnwering call bells, and not being able to do more. And I felt sad, not only for me, but for my fellow friends for not being able to put our best in what we're doing. So yeah, ended work at 9pm. My whole family was waiting for me at the lobby. Thanks Dad, thanks Mum, thanks sister&brother! (: Went to Adam Food Centre to have early supper and home sweet home!

Im just done helping sis with the decoration of the biscuits which is currently baking in the oven. Gonna bring them to Sentosa tomorrow! Yessa, after a long time... Will be heading down with cousinloves and my makchics! Sister also baked cookies and brownies. *drools* I cant even have a taste of them first. ): So, we'll be leaving at 10am tomorrow. The cousins were a lil disappointed though. Cause the Legend, beloved Grandma, warned to not go into the waters. Somehow, she isnt at ease. So, yeah, will heed her advice, and do some other things interesting.

Monday will keep myself busy with the paternals. And tuesday, will be baking cookies for the ward since its our last week. After baking, we'll see what's the plan like. Four days of freedom! Then Wednesday will be back at the ward. Gotta complete my critical skills, before I get reprimanded again of how little time I have! Geeez. Time Check : 2:08AM. Alrighty then people! Have a pleasant night alright!

And to all, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! *muacks

There are a lot more cookies but I couldnt tak pictures of them since sister has already placed them in containers. Hope tomorrow I wont forget to take pictures once Im there. Then I'll be back for updates! Taaaaa~