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Wednesday, July 8, 2009 @ 2:03:00 AM

I'm missing Boyfriend to the extremities right now.
My phone has never been this silent.
Though it's just been a day, it feels too long.
It sucks that National Service & Clinical Posting's stealing our time together.
Counting down to Friday before we can finally see each other again.
Please, Wednesday&Thursday, pass me fast.
And slower it down after 5pm on Friday and Sunday, take forever, please.
I'll surely be there on Friday to fetch you sweetlove. (:

It all started with him asking, "Beby, why you love me?"
And I asked him too.
What he answered me, is playing on my mind over&over again.
It's like on repeat mode & I can't help but tear.
It somehow hits me hard on the head that at some point of time, I fail to see through his efforts to get the best of this love.
I take advantage of his soft-heartedness at times, shooting him with heart-piercing words.
He kept his cool & still, talk me out in the nicest way one can never imagine.
He never fails to love me, draw me closer to him and make me fall in love with him.
Over and over again.
Ive never thought I'd fall for you as hard&deep as I did.
God, keep me strong thru all odds. I love him & I dont want to lose him.
Not now, not later, not ever.

Tears are already rolling down my fishball cheeks(as he would call it).
And nothing else can draw a smile on my face instantly like his words did.
"I didnt expect myself to be in love again. Yes, I was in contact with some girls before you. But none of them made me fall in love the way you did. When I started contacting back with you, it felt different. Like Im ready to be in love again."
"Under no circumstances should you leave me. I'll kill you."
"Baby, Im surprised that Im in love. Never came across my mind that I'll be in love again. Just so you know, you hold the key to my heart now & Im thrice as faithful as you are to me."
And then I miss the times when he asks me for this,
[Its a line we never fail to say to each other everyday]
"Beby, youre such a sweetheart.
I lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove you."
I miss him calling me Nur Amalina whenever I get a lil upset and refuse to answer him.
& the way he'll get me to smile from ear to ear whenever I'm mad at him just by saying, "Beby, smile sayang. Smile properly. For me?"
I miss him kissing me on my cheeks, forehead, nose and lips each time he sent me home.
I miss him acting all cute and very manjamanja with me.
Then he'll go, with the cutest voice, "Baby! I love youyouyouyouyou!", and a kiss to complete it.

I cant believe it. It's just been a day.
& Im already missing him so much.
Well, hopefully I'll learn to cope with it better as time passes.
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder," they say.



Ahh well, attachment's here. I was looking forward to it initially but now, when it's only coming to the 3rd day, I find it much of a bore. Nothing much to do, and that has got to suck. I cant believe my friends & I are actually falling asleep even while standing around, and counting down to the time before we're finally off duty!
Oh, and to make matters worst, having to be on duty with masks on at all times is so irritating! People cant really see when youre smiling. Unless they notice the slight squint of your eyes. And it's really stuffy! Goodness! And there are quite a number of critical skills to be completed. And we only have two weeks in this ward before we set off for IMH & Geron posting. Then only after that will we be back in TTSH for another 3 weeks, but only two weeks to complete our skills.
Not forgetting, thank you Muhd Rezzuan for having to show up under my block as early as 6.45am, just to fetch me to work. Like Fir said, "Woahh! Serious pe? Tak pernahpernah! Muke dia?! *laughs*"
Ive been on morning for the past two days, and will be on afternoon today. Explains why Im still up at this hour eh. Thursday&Friday will be on morning again. Till my next update lovelies, take care. Stay healthy, dont let that bug catch ya!

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♥AMALINA
26th September
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