Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 1:56:00 PM
I woke up in tears again. Well, not that I want to, but the dream keeps coming back. Shan't elaborate much on it. I just hope one day you'll make me understand, why you keep coming back, because it hurts just too much. You shouldve known, it wasnt my intention. I wanna hear your chuckles, not your cries, dearest.
That aside. This week, up till today, was AWE-S-O-M-E. Early releases, super fun lessons, the bunch of sidekicks, the long breaks. Im so loving it! Except that I feel that Im too busy, to even take good care of myself. So much so that I fell sick two days ago. First it was the non-stop sneezes, then the painful swallows. Then came the temperature. I think I got it from Boyfriend la. So, no, this time round, I didnt think of the doctor at all. I went on with school, cause I dont wanna be missing out on my lessons anymore.
Sunday was time spent with the Boyfriend, again ((= Met up close to 7pm, then we zoomed all the way to CDA, to get his MC endorsed. Long long journey. But it wasnt as bad as the previous time. The other time, I couldnt feel my legs, I felt like an alien. No joke mah, Pasir Ris to Jalan Bahar leyyy. Afterwhich, Boyfriend brought me to Pastamania, cause yours truly was craving for her Country Baked Pasta. Hee :D Thank you Beby! We spent some time under the block before making a move for home close to 10.30pm.
Boyfriend was still out here on Monday. I went to school, ended close to 4, I think. Boyfriend fetched me from school, then we went off to the bikeshop, to Elias's stationery shop then back to his place. Then I couldnt really remember, but I know both of us got pissed with each other. Reason? The TEEVEE! The movie on Channel 5, to be more precise. Not for long la, after that okay already. Heh! Then Boyfriend sent me off home at 10, I think.
I could barely sleep thruout the whole Monday night. Eventually, I woke up at 3am, bathed, got ready, called the Boyfriend and there & then he came to fetch me all the way back to his house. Slept up till 6.45am, then he sent me off to school. Both of us thought I was gonna be late, so Boyfriend ape lagi, pecot ahhh. Upon reaching school, I received a call from the classmate.
"Lynn, 8am lesson takde tau. Next lesson at 10am."
Tak mengamok kape?!?!?! So both of us mangkok already... Boyfriend was like, "Abe yang I pecot tadi buat ape..." Heh. So mangkokmangkok, both of us went to have breakfast at Macd's. Back to his place after that, because both of us needed the toilet to poopoo. Then he sent me off to school for my 10am lesson. Boyfriend fetched me as soon as school ended. Back to his place. POWER NAP! Up by 4.30pm, had our food, then both of us got ready because it's BOOK IN TIME!!! )': So we train-ed all the way from Pasir Ris to Boon Lay close to 6pm. Reached at 7.10pm and we parted ways. I train-ed back to Hougang. And the journey seemed so long all alone, I wished he was still there with me.. )): Aiya, two more nights before I get to see him again.
Wednesday was so much of a slacking day. Reached school at 9.30am, headed up for class, but lesson ended! HAHA :D Break till 2pm! Ridiculosly long right?! So had nothing to do, crapping around, slacked, fell asleep in between. 2pm, sports and wellness. Had 2 rounds on the track, then the nose and the temperature got a bit irritating. Headed for the ladies right after, cooled myself down, got changed, then made my way to lecture theatre for contact time. I swear it was a fucking waste of time. Like so not needed lor contact time. By 4.30pm, released. Sat around in school. Talked to Ruziela after that, and home sweet home.
I was claimed to be late for lecture at 8am on Thursday. Screw her. But I still got to sit in, thank God. Lecture till 9.30, I think. Released for next class, up till 11.45am. And we're supposed to be having break from 12pm-1pm before sitting in for next lesson up till 3pm or 5pm. BUT, my dear CA came in and being the splendidlyawesome lecturer he already is, he decided to bring forward the lesson and released us at 1pm! So I made my way to Boyfriend's place to search for his appointment card but to no avail. Instead, I fell asleep only to wake up at 5.30pm and head home.
8am-9am was Behavioural Science yesterday. We had a mini test. And I gotta say Im proud of myself (: It was Sports & Wellness after that. Played a bit of badminton right up till 10.45am. Cafe 2 with the classmates, then got changed for the next class, 12pm-2pm. Made my way home as soon as I could. I'd promised Boyfriend to fetch him over at Boon Lay but I couldnt make it on time. So we met at Outram instead. Im sorry, Love. Back to Pasir Ris, both of us went flat from 7.30pm right up till 8am this morning. No, not both of us. Only him. I kept waking up in the middle of the night, tried to wake him up, then I kept giving up. Lol. My Boyfriend prangai very buruk you know. Wake him up, still can close his eyes and say, "I da bangon sayang..." and still wont be fully awake. Grrr. But nevermind, me being the understanding gf, *ehem*, I know he's tired. He misses his bed after almost a week sleeping in the bunk. When he woke up this morning, he hugged me tight and kissed me all over as if trying to make it up to me lah. Yalah, Girlfriend merajok already whattttt. And still got the cheek to mock me some more! Haha. So cute lah my boy.
And I just got home now. He's over at the bike shop, never ending bike-business. Will be meeting him later in the evening to spend time. (:
Alrighty righty. I realise I tend to update only on weekends. Busy lah nyah! Halerrr. Oh, anyway.. a day late for this shoutout, but its the thoughts that matter.
22ND OCTOBER 2009,
HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY, MUMMY DEAREST!
And, an advanced one for the sister.
25TH OCTOBER 2009,
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, SISTER!
To these two wonderful ladies in my life, Happy Birthday. Im sorry Ive got nothing to present both of you with. Belated one can eh? I just want you both to know that no matter how far apart I may seem from family, I do love each and every one of you. Its always our differences which sets us apart. Just give me time and space to change. Because Ive promised I would. I know what I wanna do in future, and Im gonna work towards it. I'll make myself happy and rest assured, make the family happy too. I can never thank you both enough for the love, the support, the concern, for everything, in bringing me up. I love you & you, whole-heartedly. Have a great birthday!OVERDUED PIXIES!
RUZIELA; Primary school mates whom were once quite close, and then things changed and we didnt really get along, to getting separated in secondary school, and we barely saw each other for 4 years or so, and now, you're my junior in Nursing. We've never really known each other deep down, but in our hearts, we both know, in good or bad times, we have each other's backs.
To this babe here, I can never tell you to stop thinking or tiring yourself. Because when I was hit by it, I couldnt help myself too. But all I can tell you to do is, be patient. When youre out, live it to the fullest, make yourself happy around friends. I know how people will come and tell you it's not worth grieving over. But I know how you feel, how much it's worth to you. Like Ive told you, For everything that God made happen, there's always a reason. Be it good or bad, youve got to face it. One thing for sure, God will never give you something you cant overcome. Cheer up okay babe! Im here for you, ad you know that. *huggs.
Zura, pinjam kejap. Lol.
And to Zura's lil hero here, get well soon okay. Please be more careful. Your Mama Zura and Papa Adam loves you so much, it hurts to see you injured. Nevertheless, Ive got to say youre one strong lil kid! Aunty Lynn loves you too okay. *huggs&kisses
