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Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 1:22:00 PM

note: no pictures in this post.
it might get a lil too wordy.
cause my laptop's down.
BOOHOO )':


I know the blog's getting a tad too dusty, (minus the kecohness on the taggy). It's really time for a proper update, dont you jollycandies think? I'd really love to, but seriously, honestly, I WISH I COULD. Mind's been pretty much empty, I cant find words, nor events to start off with. Well, maybe, (just maybe), if I stare into this screen long enough, I'd be able to pour it all out. Let's see. Hmmm...

Ahhhh. My newborn niece. The latest addition to my already super huge family, Marissa Qaireen. Born on 4 October 2009, lil sister to Rayyan Lutfil Hadi. One and only princess to MommyIslinda & DaddyJeffrey. Ok, stop it.

So I went to give my lil angel a visit over at KKH on Monday. Supersuper adorable, exactly like Rayyan when he was much younger. Yelarh, baby mane tak cute kan? My heart ached a lil when I held her in my arms. But still, somehow or rather, it did make me feel better. I made a move back to Hougang close to 5.15pm, to meet the ex boyfriend, Rezzuan.(well, at that point of time, he was the ex).
He reached close to 6pm, got his toiletries for camp. After much spending, we sat together and had a heart to heart talk. And thats when he popped the question. I'd be lying if I said I wasnt shocked, a million things were running through my mind. But well, he made me the happiest girl that night because we got back on track! I cant find words to describe this feeling. It was like the first time, and the last chance I had. Alhamdulillah, God answered my prayers. So we rode back to his house, helped him get his stuff ready cause it's time for BOOK IN the next day. Oh no, not again. But well, been thru it, and as much as I hate it, still have to face it what horrr. We were done packing by almost 1am. Planned to head out, spend time together. Held back by some drama, and as soon as it was all done, we had all the time to ourselves, up till 4.30am! Back to his house, got ready. Cabbed to Boon Lay at 6am, had breakfast at Mac, and sent him off to the interchange. Haiya, not again, have to wait till Friday, I was thinking.

So, it was Tuesday already right. I headed down to Nana's as early as 7.30am! Member mengamok!!! Hahaha! Sorry laaa Johnny! Reached close to 9am, and we had bitchfest for breakfast! After much lazing around, that girl finally took her shower and got ready to go out. Had lunch, and went out by 12:10pm! YouknowIknow why eh Johnny, 12:10pm. She made her way to town, while I made my way home. All the way texting Love, cause I miss him blardy much! Spent the whole day at home after spending more than 24hours out, without sleep.

Wednesday, headed out to Love's place for a sleepover. Because my lil angel asked me to. Then and there, I felt so close to him already. Sleeping on his bed, at the very spot he always does, with his pillows, wishing he was there. Got up close to 8 the next morning, freshened up and went down to buy Ayah, Mak and Adik breakfast. Had a heart to heart talk with Ayah. Telling me how happy and at ease he finally feels. And forever saying this to me, "Youre already part of my family.." See, how can I not love my boyfriend's family?! That natural bond, which makes me feel the warmth in an instant. I can never be more grateful. Thank you, God.

So yesterday, headed down to Pasir Ris, met Zura&family. Slacked for a lil bit before making a move close to 11pm. Back at his house, cleaned up the bedroom a lil and did almost nothing after that. Slept only after getting to talk to Love at 5am. Woke up at 9am, had breakfast, kept myself occupied with the lappy. Accompanied Mak to the market, and now, Im home!

ITS FRIDAY ALREADY!!! *jumpsupanddown* BEBY'S BOOKING OUT, LIKE FINALLY!

So, Imma fetch him over at Boon Lay in awhile, approximately 2hours more. I cant afford to be late, if not he'll be super upset with me. I cant wait to hughughug and kisskisskiss him manymany! Bear with me ok. you dont have any idea how much Im missing my smellyboy! Time Check, 15:10! Oklaaa, I wanna bathe, I wanna get ready. Hougang to Boon Lay, no joke okay. Heh!



"aku hanya menduga
tidak mampu merasa
sebenar benar perasaanmu
pengorbanan yang kau lakukan
untuk dewasakan ku
hanya bisa ditanggung hati ibu"

dear mom, im really sorry for breaking your heart
i wish i never had to tell you, but i couldnt stand this guilt in me
please, help me by not breaking down, knowing that im much pressurized
if there was one thing i could do to make you not think about it and be happy again, i would
im sorry. i really am )':

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♥AMALINA
26th September
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