Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 12:48:00 PM
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"To Live A Happier Life, One Must Throw All Negativity First.
Then Only, Will He Be Able To Find Peace."
Hello. Im tired. Of what? I dont know. Haa. The lazy bug is infecting me, and I hate it much. Well, that's a reason for the lack of updates. Furthermore, life's been pretty much the same. Been spending my time with Muhd Rezzuan(who else, right?), riding from one place to another, be it just the two of us or with his friends. Say my life is pretty much boring, I dont care. Cause Im enjoying every single bit of it.
And oh, Ive got my lappy back. It's as good as new, I'm loving it! Finally, I can have access to the net in the comfort of my cosycosysupersingle bed! Hehe. And yes, I can finally keep myself occupied when Muhd Rezzuan starts indulging into his PSP playing Ben10 like nobody's business. I needn't be any much more an attention-demanding and paranoid lil girl when he's at it. Haa. How great of a creation it is, steals almost every guy's attention from their partners more pro-efficiently. -.-" But it's okay though, right after he's done with his gadgets, he gives me extra TLC, and all of the attention I NEED.
Ive been into much thoughts lately, and when I look back to the past, and look at what I have now, Im grateful. Cause for the whole few years that Ive been playing this lovegame, finally, someone has the intention to at least make an effort to make things better, to strengthen bonds, to actually sit down and discuss our leaks. That, I love. And who else right, if not Muhd Rezzuan? Yes, I admit, we have our crappy moments, getting on each other's nerves & feeling so filled to the brim with anger and such, venting out on each other, cursing and swearing like nobody's business. Then there'll be a period where every single conversation turns out sour and we'll both end up feeling beaten. & everything ends up wrong, and we fall out. Too much too often. But, it doesnt just stop there, we dont just give up there. With no exceptions, there are doubts whenever we make up. Yes, we'll be all sweet and fresh just like the very first time, the part that I love. Only that along with the comeback, we have had our lessons learnt. And with that, we work on it, much for our good in time to come.
WE FIGHT WE BREAK UP
WE KISS WE MAKE UP
Snap out of that. So, what Ive been doing for the past few days was just spending quality time with him. I actually lost track of what happened on what day. We did make our way over to Agus' to help him start his bike. For a whole 2 hours. Then we went Al-Ameen with Rafi, Huda, Achin, Agus & Fir. We watched New Moon on Saturday at Cineleisure. & I'm having a major crush on Jacob. So major that the boy's jealous. Hahaha! Im so gay like that. Then we went out riding with his camp mates. Then on Sunday I had my family's chalet right up till Monday. Rezzuan took half day, and we slept all the way till it was time to collect my lappy! Over to Jalan Pisang we went, got my lappy back, and I was a happyhappy girl. Went over to Hougang to get his contacts and had McFlurries at Mac. Then we called it a day. Yesterday Rezzuan fetched me from Grandma's, back to his place. Half day, again. Hehe. Fun kan NS life like that. And kami prangai kebabian. Again, we SLEPT. We're both so tired, kalah orang keje malam, kalah apek taxi! This time, from 3pm, all the way till 9.30pm before we were fully awake. & I didnt ask for him to fetch me home, he just sent me to the bus stop and I 89-ed home.
And today, here I am, beside him again. While Im doing this, he's playing Ben10. Referring to me as Humungosaur, Fatty Bombom and etc. Just cause he thinks Ive put on weight. Yeah la, thanks to him la. Stuff me with food some more. I think Ive put on a kg or two from the 7kilos that I lost. Sucks.
Oklaaa. I wanna watch him play game, else he'd ask me to hug/kiss/marry my laptop. Good day all! Just two more day to the weekends, hang in there everybody!