Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 11:37:00 AM
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"See My Days Are Cold Without You
But Im Hurting While Im With You.
& Though My Heart Can Take No More
I Wont Keep Running Back To You."
It's been hard, really hard. But I guess I deserve more than empty words and promises. Girl, you can let him fuck you all you want, I dont give a damn. Like you said, you and him are just friends. So now I understand, friends who barely know each other, can fuck with each other. And what? Not only a friend? More like a bestfriend? Haha! You BARELY know him yet you call him a bestfriend? BULLSHIT. I wont be surprised if he totally ignores you, left you hanging, just like how he did the last time he got back with me. Touch and go material, thats what you are.
I was done with my 2 nights this week, followed by a sleeping day. And 2 afternoons to complete the week. And after tonight's shift, it's gonna be P-A-R-T-Y! Im needing that, like oh so desperately. It's been awhile. So yar, I wanna go get ready for work now and get my stuffs ready for tonight. See ya!
& Boy, like Ive said, who cares whether I ended it all in a good or bad way? It has always been about you, you and you all the while. Bottomline is, you called it off. Of course you're not bearing any grudges whatsoever la kan. Your decision makes you happy, then so be it. I hope things go well for you in future. One thing you gotta start doing, learn to APPRECIATE. & DONT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ALL THE GOOD THINGS & GOOD PEOPLE AROUND YOU.